contusions ; 
its ironic how i feel so 
empty now when only 
six months ago i felt
like i had the universe
in my body . i had stars in 
my eyes and flowers in
my hair , but now i have
acid in my veins , and a
cigarette in my mouth . 
and my heart ? its gone .
as hard as i try to hide 
my feelings , these demons
appear as contusions .
i try so hard to stop
them . but running the
blade over where you 
traced your fingers only
makes my suffering so
much worse . these 
contusions can make 
you or break you , and 
mine broke me . but you
absolutely shattered me . 
and .
i .
feel . 
so . 
lost .
- ( v. s. )

contusions ;
its ironic how i feel so
empty now when only
six months ago i felt
like i had the universe
in my body . i had stars in
my eyes and flowers in
my hair , but now i have
acid in my veins , and a
cigarette in my mouth .
and my heart ? its gone .
as hard as i try to hide
my feelings , these demons
appear as contusions .
i try so hard to stop
them . but running the
blade over where you
traced your fingers only
makes my suffering so
much worse . these
contusions can make
you or break you , and
mine broke me . but you
absolutely shattered me .
and .
i .
feel .
so .
lost .
- ( v. s. )